Manners

Kali ni aku nak bebel pasal manners. It seems that there are still many of us Malaysians who do not have appropriate manners. I quote a few examples which I encountered during the last few days:

1. Yesterday, I went to watch Transformers: Age of Extinction with Azrin. As usual, we chose the most upper seat in the hall as it has the best view without people behind us disturbing. It is the couple seat as well. So, what really bothers me (and this is happening every time we watch movie) is when people go out or coming into the hall from the loo, they never bother to close the door. Why la??? Is it so difficult to close it? So in the end, my hubby had to close it when the door is being left open for some time. And aku jadi lebih brutal siap sound sapa2 yg masuk tu utk tutup pintu... NO MANNERS!
2. Today, I went to Tesco and there were so many people there as today is a public holiday. I cant even get a cart for my shopping so in the end, I just held my things and went straight to the Express Counter. To my surprise, there was this guy who had his full trolley queuing at the counter. Hello... cant you read the sign that this is for 10 items and below?? So selfish. And actually I was pissed with the cashier as she allowed him to pass through. NO MANNERS! Tapi, mengingatkan bulan pose.... sabor jer le... kalau tak.. lama dah aku sapu mamat tu...
3. This one is very very common.... turning into junction and not putting the signal on. Hoii... penat jer car manufacturer letak lampu signal.. apsal korang tak guna??
4. Masuk tandas... dah buat bisness, tak reti nak flush.... mmg teruk!!!
5. Tisu buang merata-rata.. especially dalam surau... menyampah....

Itu baru sikit.... banyak lagi kes2 yang menyakitkan hati just because these people lack in good manners.... bila la nak berubah ye...

Gewaaammm!!!!

Salam Ramadan

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadan yang penuh dengan barokah dan bulan yang menguji ketaqwaan kita kepada Allah SWT. Semoga kita tidak hanya penat berlapar dan dahaga tetapi dapat memenuhkan aktiviti seharian dengan ibadah yang bermanfaat di dunia dan akhirat.

Sheer Frustration

I was 6 days late for my Aunt Flo to pay her visit. For one short period of time, it made me believe that I could be preggy after gotten married for more than a year. But today, everything is so crystal clear that I am not. A visit to the restroom confirms that I am having the routine 'cleansing' cycle for my womb.

For every married couple, this could be the most dreading issue to be dealt with apart from financial problems, infidelities, and many other. To me, it is more a critical issue as I am in my late 30's and also having a few other health problems. So, the chances of me conceiving is perhaps lower than the normal. 

Every month, when the time comes, it will be a pressuring period to know whether the conception occurs or not. My Aunt Flo has been very diligent especially after I got married so that's why when this time around, she was late, I thought that I might be having a baby.

I cried yesterday in front of my husband when I did the test and it was negative. I know that there are still chances of us to have a baby but my biggest concern is the time - I am running out of time. The clock is ticking and both of us are not getting any younger.

I just wish that one day Allah will grant our prayers and our hope and wish will eventually come true.

The one who feels sad and blue but knows Allah has always known what's best for me and my husband..